Ellie Hittman
                    
                    
                    
                    
                    
                    
                    
                        
                        
                        Hi,  As a recovering alcholic who drank most  of her adult life, I think I can feel  the pain your going through.  However, if a person does not want to  stop drinking, they won't.    I can tell you I didn't sober up until  I had hit bottom.  I was tired of hang-  overs, and drinking. But,  I didn't  know how to stop.  Then I found out about AA, Alcholics Anoymous, it saved  my life.  I have been sober for 9 years.  Like I said, a person will only sober  up when they are ready.  If you would  like to write me, I would be happy to  answer any questions you may ask.  Sincerly,  Ellie H