maurisa
                    
                    
                    
                    
                    
                    
                    
                        
                        
                        i am 26 and was recently diagnoised with severe dysplasia. i am scheduled to go in for a loop procedure, and after 3 weeks of waiting and thinking i am absolutely disgusted.  for me it's not that i have to go for surgery it's that i have this disgusting 'stuff' inside me. i hate drs and do not want to go through months/years of reoccurances.  i know a hysterectomy is a huge step but i do not want children i simple want to feel comfortable in my own body. any help or advice is appreciated. i am also wondering about payments for procedures.  i have no insurance and drs office is demanding payment at time of service, if i cannot pay can they deny me treatment? Thanks