Patti
This is in response to the message of 02/24/00. You sound rather desparate. Please check with your doctor and seek out some counseling. I have talked with a psychiatrist who has put me in touch with a psychologist to help me with the down times. Also I am fortunate enough to have a clinic manager that is understanding and helping me keep my job while working through the trials of being a newly diagnosed AS fighter. Please check into support groups in your area. If there is not one how about starting one! If I can be of help or your would like to email me please feel free to. I am trying to learn how to deal with AS and am sure there will be many times when someone who really understands would be great to talk to!! Patti