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                        Jennifer-I know exactly how you feel.  I was diagnosed with displasia.  I had the LEEP done.  The LEEP came back fine.  6 months later I had my repeat pap, low grade dysplasia, which the dr. said we would monitor.  Last week I had my 6 month repeat pap, only now they say ASCII, which I thought was a computer language, and I am uncertain what ASCII means, and now I have to go in for a colposcopy and possible biopsy.  I am very upset, as I too am worried that my cervix will not be strong enough to support a pregnancy.  Let me know how things turn out.  I will be keeping you in my thoughts and ask you do the same for me.