Debbie Smith
I have suffered for may years with all the simptons of fibromyaligia, it has been very hard to get a doctor to listen to me, they tell me, oh you dont wont to be labled with that, I have had many epidual blocks only to make it worse, been told that I just wanted to pop a pill, and that there is no way I could hurt as bad as I do. My family members (husband) try to understand but I know its hard for them to understand, I laid in bed with my 8 year old the other night and just cried while I held her, I thought that if she didnt need me so much that I would just end this life because sometimes its just not worth it. My co-workers make it very hard on me because they just do not understand that someone could hurt so bad and look so healthy. I know how many of you feel, helpless, but there is someone out there that does understand, and if any one just needs a friend, please E-mail me. I go for another MRI (9th one) to see if I have what they call Chiarimalformation problem, I know it sounds crazy but I hope they can find something out so I will know which way to go, everyone just hang in there and if we all stick together we can beat this.